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Should I or shouldn't?

I really love to watch Faisal Yusoff to act again . I'm so loving the drama just now " Selagi Ada Waktu" .

I think he's cute and act well! ^^,) Reminds me of watching "ManjaLara" huhu.

Wee~

Anyway, I had a great time ogling on korean boys yesterday ! Oh the price paid well with where we were standing. Fantastic indeed!

I was sooooo excited about having up close ( ok not THAT close )

One word for now :

FUN =]

FREE.

YES

I

AM

FREE !

I'm free from anything related to textbooks and notes.

I'm a free lady for a while. wee~

Shopaholic girl has made a comeback and I'm back to shopping. Ok, actually I really need a job to stitch up the holes in my pocket , fast! I was browsing through the jobs central and jobsDB but to no avail most of it starts during my exams. SO i kept browsing with the help of my mates; kay and sya , together searching for jobs. Fortunately we found some temporary jobs for 2 weeks but we have not tried to send any CVs yet. O Allah, Please let me and my friends have the 2 week or so , job ..

Exams been quite tough and tricky for me. The only manageable paper I remembered was Malay . That's it , Malay. Oh well I tried my best. Just like everyone said to me, try my best and the rest tawakkal. I remembered some great moments during my exams, most of it came from my lovely classmates that really make a day out of our ever-stressful papers. We did group studies and ate out after papers together. :) I'm gonna miss those moments. Each and every ever-lasting moments.

I also remembered how crooked everyone's faces looked outside the examination hall. It's amusing . One of the moments I wanted to jot here is when I hopped on the same bus with ned after Usuluddin(Islamic Theology) 1 . As usual I asked Ned about what she wrote for the question on Jin.. With an innocent face, she told me that she just deliberately wrote whatever she thought of anyhow.

"Kiter letak jin ade jin islam , jin kafir..." she told me. I literally laughed at her because even though the answer was right, it sounded as if we were writing for a primary school essays. haha

We both looked at each other and laughed again. haha.

Another moment I remembered was also the day before Usuluddin 1. We had a tremendous discussion about Tasawuf and how we understood it by using T3 as our analogy. The path way to the lift was "tarekat" and the lift was the "maarifatullah" and much more. It did get exciting everytime we encountered on how to link them up with whatever in front of us. The most exciting person and willing to make everyone understand the linkages was Murni . haha. And guess who's our so called "Mursyid" or "Tok Guru" haha. YES, it's Hasanah. Wholly well , it's not like we're interested at doing it . It's just merely understanding it for our exam. Oh yes btw, if you read our Tasawuf. You'll be bored to death . XD . We did not refer much, cause it's full of peculiar stuff that we think is useless to read. boleh gitu eh... lol.

Lastly I want to thanks everyone especially my Parents..I know , underneath the nagging and scolding and much much more , they love me and really care for my future =)

To my friends who encouraged me to try my best

Plus, not forgetting to my bf :) Thanks for your support and patience.

(this is indeed rare for me to expose my bf)

I LOVE YOU ALL ! MUAH

Can't wait for my exam to end.

Just can't wait to step in IKEA and buy stuff for my room.

Can't wait to do so much thing in one

that made me think, will I be able to do all that?

Or is it just like any other uncanny plans ?

I don't want to say much about my papers

or my future

or

if you are going to ask me about where I'm heading to ..

I'm sorry but I'm not interested to answer.

I'll be just ignoring.

Where will you be?

Liberty Over Studying

For my exams,I had tried to think on the bright side but the intense feeling truly overpowers it all.

AAAAA~~

I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

When will it be, at the point of time where I will not encounter exams for the rest of my life!?

Is there studying excluding exams? As I know, the objective of having exams is to test our understanding throughout the whole year/s of studying. Right? Well, I think it have changed to just graduate and move on to the next level. Secondly, I want to gain certificates and find a good job. That is also one of the aims of an average student. Consider yourself in a stressful and competitive life. What you ought to do is just merely gain knowledges and apply it in your exams. By the end of the year, almost 80% of what you learnt are forgotten. Haha. That is what's life is in my country. I guess, our government put much stress on the education and neglect to what is gaining knowledge. For me, gaining is also enjoying what you've learnt. Striving your way towards your passion means gaining knowledge in whatever fields you like and studying them in depth. Isn't that fantastic?

Sometimes the irony is, what you think is best for you do determine you the desired job. You may have a degree in law but ended up retiring at an early age and work for teacher's aide in another field. There is also a possibility that one will not get a job given that his certificate is qualified. Onrec reported employers had warned that they are finding it hard to hire the right talent despite unemployment hitting record levels. Daily Telegraph also wrote a short article that more than 90% graduates will ought not to get their graduate jobs. It also reported that in every available jobs there are only 12 graduates. Worst still, there's a slight chance to be in that pathetic life.

But not to worry, there's still life if you never give up and keep on searching for your dream job. =)

Let's look on the bright side of life ;

A certified qualification holds you to a thousand opportunities and unlimited careers.

-from the groans of a worried young lady

Maaf

Something to share ;

Andrew Matthews, penulis buku Being Happy, menuliskan bahwa dengan tidak memaafkan orang yang menyakiti kita, satu-satunya orang yang akan dirugikan adalah diri kita sendiri. Tidak memaafkan berarti akan menghancurkan hidup kita. Dengan memaafkan seseorang, bukan berarti kita menyetujui apa yang mereka lakukan, kita hanya menginginkan hidup kita berjalan terus. Hal yang sebenarnya sudah dicontohkan oleh Rasulullah Saw berabad-abad lalu. Dibalasnya orang yang meludahi beliau setiap hari dengan kunjungan dikala orang itu sakit. Sebuah kemuliaan sikap cerminan pribadi berjiwa besar.

I hope I'll remain someone who is forgiving towards others . Amin.

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Every time I think about university,

Every time I think about my A's ,

My mind starts to twine,

I felt a sharp pang of worries,

tears drop,

head starts to ache,

my feet wobble,

and I have butterflies in my stomach.

Today had a rushing good time. Sorry Rodyy&Hadyy cause I can't join you guys for maths just now.

My nenek was warded in CDC 1 recently, well it's a skin disease centre where patients are mostly having skin problems and so forth. But my nenek is not one of the contagious skin diseases , just merely rashes on her body and face. I really pity her. I followed mum to meet a social worker in CDC and the she asked 101 questions about our family. Then she asked my mum , how old I am..when my answer was 19 , she was stunned. haha . The typical reaction I got from anyone who asked me. I'm born on the wrong year I guess . lol. Well, they talked for hours even after my aunt came to join in. I quickly made a bee line and went out of the small office near ward 72.

So, I walked a little bit further to see my beloved nenek . The place is so peaceful and each ward is a semi-detached bungalow. Quite luxurious , thanks to my grandad's old civil servant card , we got it waived. But still the irony, nenek has to get out as early as possible. How cruel can a medical institution be(-__-) ! Money is just turning their hearts to stone.

I wish for a thing, I want my life to be fast forward. Hurry up. I want to graduate Uni (I'allah) fast and just work. Work,work until I'm tired of working. I really want to put off my family's burden. Ameen.

Oh later at night, I went for Wahedz aka Wahidah 's theater. She played the gamilan and I don't know-metal-thingy. Whatever it was, I congratulated her for an excellent performance and good music. AJA! hee.

the main actor and actress
liya with her bf and friend.
the whole look.
wahedz playing the gamilan!

I itched to see them playing those instruments. I want to play them tooo!!! pleeeaasee.. haha

*rosak seyy bende2 instrument tooh*

Me,Kya&Mardy

Kya: Kau tgk bdk pompan depan aku, dyer mcm yg string2 tuh mcm malas2 mcm tutop mater!

Rhy: Haha! aah seyy.. mcm nga boring.

Rhy again: Kau tgk pompan tuh yg main bende periok2 tuh, dyer lagi kecik dr periok2 tuh.

Kya: oit, tuh bukan periok lah...tu ape bende tuh yg dalam cite pontianak sundal malam...

Rhy: Huh?*nga pikir+blur*

Kya: *tanye mardy ape bende tuh* Ohh...tu gamilan lah..

Rhy: LOL...ohh gamilan.

Hope it's not ephemeral

I've told ya, i went to see the sunset.

-------------------------------

I say;

The surprise is a surprise for me too.

I didn't expect and I didn't hope it.

Guess this kinda things come beautifully

and unnoticed ^^,

What a wonderful surprise!

-maybe I'm true or maybe I'm not ?

Ps; Listening to the beats of Lucky.

Hope it's not ephemeral

I am so pissed off to as far as Im so lazy to talk about it again right now.

Can someone obviously say I'm a bully , to primary school kids ??!

Omg I'll say to him. Are you blind ?

Please don't spoil my graduating mood to whom it may concern.

Enough said .

Looking forward for tomorrow ! ^^,) I'll be leaving early in the morning at 8am and then meet up with someone for a photoshoot. wee~

Err just accompany him to catch the sunset. Can't wait to snap some sunset sceneries too!

Now I miss my dear classmates

&& deep inside, I'm starting to miss my Irsyad too...

Ps; Can a day be any brighter than to spend time with you?

ok people this song is for you .

new group : MBLACQ

Yesterday's our last farewell that we requested. We didn't expect our last day is on the 20th October 2009 . It is a funny farewell for me,much like a speech by each one of us and having our own farewell party in our enclosed class. There's mostly speeches and photo-taking. The photo-taking part was the best.

Level 5 had a full of crazy camwhore freaks snapping multiple shots continuously.

Some of our classmates also contributed video dedications and gave little gifts as keepsakes.

I'm really feeling groggy since after school , bumped my head on a nyonya twice and walking dopily in front of everyone. That was embarrassing but I can't stop from ignoring people around me.

I need pictures to explain them all.

BYE MWTI

Special Dedication goes to my dearest KYA;

Have a safe trip to Cambodia and have a safe trip too back to S'pore.

Bon Voyage!

I'll miss you for a week =D

*that picture was the last day that we enjoyed together.

madly in love

I miss heechul !

Psst. mcm LJS kan?!

.Its time for a little bit of entertainment.

Love the energetic performance by Suju !

Oh I miss heenim

but donghae seems hotter than ever

The new guy, Henry is SO CUTE. He has this baby face.

Current Dream Concert Donghae . Handsome!

I found this to be cuuuute.

lately..

It's been a while , I found myself pretty sluggish to blog and I could feel it even more.

While irony is that I have loads to talk about right now.

I don't know what made me to be like this, as if someone did this to make me feel this way or there's something that lingers on my mind. It's quite questionable at a moment.

Life's been pretty good lately, I guess. My classmates getting closer , my "friendship" problems seems to disappear by itself, I got to spend time with my 6 and my old mates .. my exams gave me a knock on my head and etc. Life surely thought me lessons and it didn't stop. Now I think twice for everything. You'll be surprise if an innocent friend turns out to be the opposite . I'allah it'll be good.

Lately, prelims over and we had lunch right after our last paper. I was super happy and hungry.

So, we planned to fill our gourmet desires at Marina Square since there are much more halal food to choose from and near. And most important ! air conditioned ! haha. We ended up eating BREEKS. The best part was finishing up a huge glass of ice cream together with a straw (when it started to melt). We had a great time chatting and laughing. After the meal me,kay,sya & rody went to Prints to find some artsy stuff. We found ourself grabbing free 2009 diaries . lol that was kiasu ~

Found some stuff and headed home while Ned & Has wandered around MSq.

So, Sya and I quickly climbed down the escalator and headed straight to where we were not supposed to be at. The GREEN LINE. So, what we did ? We sat on the silver bench and talked about university's graduation day. Talking about the colour of green for UKM's convo. I even pointed out which shades of green at the green line sign ! and we didn't realise that we were on the wrong track ! until.... 3 of my SIX alighted from the green line train and asked me where were we heading to. To my surprise, I replied : Eh ? Naper korg ade kat sini ? . WHAT A LOL-est THING (dumbest too) to ask ! Then we realised that actually we were wrong all along.

Next, I'll blab about preu209 eid visit. one adjective : KEROHRABLE-LY-FUN !

(that seems to be two) haha. yes I had a great time even for a day . Rase tak puas nak jalan2 raya ngn korg. nak lagi!

I also didn't expect every house to prepare foods. So, on that day I went fat.

C-Ri-Us.

Semua orang tego haha. Then the next day, tgklah ape jadi. haha. Ok, well we went to 12 houses in total and there's some funny moments that I can't forget. From Arab went asking each of us why we were late, we heard the guys in the lift next to us while we, the girls, were taking photos, eating shepherd's pie while watching Upin&Ipin Geng, when we don't know where's sya's house,taking sleeping photos and loads more.. I just can't stop smiling remembering them again.

much much loved ! =D

Live Like We're Dying

I'm loving this. Love the lyric too.
Live like we're dying , peeps !

YES.

[Bright side] : Enjoy your days & cherish them !

[Alert side] : Death is always near, remember that you will return to Allah anytime.

my blog is....

on hiatus .

bye.

do u hear me talking to you

I want to blog all the way in my 2nd blog.

Yes

Yes

Yes

I want to run away from being too fake-ly happy.

When I'm not

When I'm scared

When I always get suspicious of others

and while before more blabbers and "yada yada" coming right up

I need to run away from tempting to write it in this blog.

ps; Sometimes decision must be made fast if not either you'll be hurt or others.

bye bye badakketawe

Greatest Memory

- Hope Lyrics

.dedicated to someone.

super duper love it

I got a present from nadiah aka noned =D

and i love it~

HEE.

Yoochun and Heechul

Micky's "M" & Raihanah in korean

i love micky & mickey!

that's raihanah in korean & noned wrote spore beneath it . cute!

because it's yoochun and heechul inside!

btw I just noticed that there's a spelling error on the sticker . haha. nvm.

still my heenim is adorable ^^,

thanks NONED!

beraya.

Selamat Hari Raya again and it seems to be busier every weekends.

Wait for next week, i guess it's the "friends beraya" period. And it'll be kecoh. I don't like raya visits when I'm having my exams cause my house aren't all done like I want it to. It's kind of decorate-less to me, so I see my house as the most ugliest among my mates. haha.

Mind me, I'm fussy and when I kemas I don't care the time. Especially when I'm free...thats why I can't wait to finish my exams and AAAAAAA~~~ attack the house!!!!!.

1st victim, MY BEDROOM.

Yesterday I went to perjumpaan Hari Raya at school.Guess what? We came the same time as the alumni ! haha. Lambat lah kire kn . Enjoy eh~ The performances was entertaining , there was kompang, (ade LJS!! ok, A&W samer kaler eh baju jgn marah has and ned) , dikir barat, nasyid by the new nasyid group ( ittihad is it? ) and it surprised me when I heard ovations and cheers as Fityatul-Haq was announced to make a performance too.

Wow~ popular amat ye 'ape'. Tak sangke ramai peminat yg rindu. =P

After the stage performances, we had briyani at the canteen.

The best part was I get to visit my cousins with fiza. =D It was spontaneous and last minute. Yesterday too was my cousin, Masyitah's b'dae. So, we bought her a shell bracelet at the nearest mall at PL. hee. I can feel the girly-ness on both sides of my maternal family ^^,) cause most of them are girls. So , anyone who want to find a girlfriend please contact me.. haha! and ohh yeah, who ever wants to marry me I have a very BIG family( i typed it bold cause it's enormous) . have fun memorising names! haha. I had a hard time too.

Next, went to open house and wedding. Oh yeah, if you go to my multiply later...you'll find a newborn and a very cute toddler ! kawaii , really. She was featured in the family magazine . Well, she's a mixture of american and malay. Lucky girl ~ ^^, Kahwin dgn org putih leh?nnti anak lawaaa~ haha perasan!

Next week, I have STE girls beraya. Can't wait to see my friends but I don't want them to come to my house. haha!